I just realised how cold my update sounds. I'm sorry about that too. I'm very not cold. I'm devastated but it was the right thing for him. I guess I'm just getting on with it, hence the matter-of-factness.
Aww.. of course you're not cold. It's just hard to take in when we lose one of our pets, and we have to find a way to cope. Huge hugs to you.. You did the right thing for him... that's what's important. x