rayvenspel
New Kit
I have ben keeping rabbits & cats for years now and they are like family to me. 6 months ago my boyfriend got a dog and she lives with me, I grew to love her just as much.
Yesterday I had to take my poor Nos bunny to the vets. He had a tumour which was inoperable so we decided the kindest thing to do was put him to sleep. I couldn't bring myself to do it before tech so took him for painkiller before I started and put him back in his house before I left.
I ended up getting out early I was so upset about Nos. When I got home however my world fell apart.
I arrved to find the door of their house wide open, it is a brick outhouse and the handle had been pulled right off.
The dog had killed my babies My poor Nos & Beautiful Kelpie had been ripped to pieces and eaten. I just cannot deal with this. My boyfriend says it was instinct for the dog and I can't blame her but I can't even look at her without feeling sick. She knew she wasn't supposed to touch them and I can't stop thinking of all the pain she put them through
She lay on my floor lastnight with my babies in her belly and words can't describe how horrible it felt.
I fear for my cats now, she does chase them sometimes though they scratch her but I'm frightened they will be next.
He thinks I should give her another chance but how could I ever forget what she done? I had to lift her poo today and there was fur in it. I can't stop crying and my heart has been smashed into a thousand pieces. I blame myself for what happened, I was supposed to protect my buns and I loved them so much. I had Kelpie for nearly 5 years.
If anyone has any advice on how I can deal with this please help.
Yesterday I had to take my poor Nos bunny to the vets. He had a tumour which was inoperable so we decided the kindest thing to do was put him to sleep. I couldn't bring myself to do it before tech so took him for painkiller before I started and put him back in his house before I left.
I ended up getting out early I was so upset about Nos. When I got home however my world fell apart.
I arrved to find the door of their house wide open, it is a brick outhouse and the handle had been pulled right off.
The dog had killed my babies My poor Nos & Beautiful Kelpie had been ripped to pieces and eaten. I just cannot deal with this. My boyfriend says it was instinct for the dog and I can't blame her but I can't even look at her without feeling sick. She knew she wasn't supposed to touch them and I can't stop thinking of all the pain she put them through
She lay on my floor lastnight with my babies in her belly and words can't describe how horrible it felt.
I fear for my cats now, she does chase them sometimes though they scratch her but I'm frightened they will be next.
He thinks I should give her another chance but how could I ever forget what she done? I had to lift her poo today and there was fur in it. I can't stop crying and my heart has been smashed into a thousand pieces. I blame myself for what happened, I was supposed to protect my buns and I loved them so much. I had Kelpie for nearly 5 years.
If anyone has any advice on how I can deal with this please help.