I would love to keep him but i just can't he is lonely and needs loads of love and company. Do you not like his name? He was already called Barney when i adopted him, i kept it because it suited him. My ex OH was upset when i told him that Barney won't be Barney any more x
did the original rescue not want him back when you contacted them about him? i cannot imagine how hard this has been for you.
I was lucky i only had to make the decision and Holly was taken back by who she came from, having to search for a place to send her and alvin to would of pushed me over the edge
sending loads of virtual hugs to you, i cried for two months solid when i did it xxxxxxxx