Hi Boy. I just need to check in. With everything that’s happened over the last two months, I find myself thinking about you so much more. You’re always there, and you’re always in my heart but at the moment you’re powerfully at the forefront of my mind all the time. I miss you. I miss the relationship with the one who was always always there. People suck- they’ve shown me that- particularly recently. You were an **** too but you were my quirky, reliable, best friend ****. And I mos you. I miss you more than I can ever communicate. You didn’t need words, you just got it- however I was feeling.
This time next year you’ll have been gone for longer than you lived. How is that a thing. You’ve been gone nearly seven years. Seven years. I feel like an idiot but you were the truest friend I’ve had.
I wish I could hug you. My grief for you doesn’t normally hit me as it has been but right now it’s pulling a blinder.
xx
