Thank you Everybun. SLH, Omi and JJ, you are right - and you have far more experience than I do with bonding and bunnies and I completely understand your greater wisdom and advice. Rhianna is quite correct in that Peanut has no where to go in our home or garden that is neutral or away from Flo's sight. And this is absolutely not fair on Peanut because we have taken on his care in order to give both Peanut and Flo companionship. So Peanut has as much right and should expect to have access to this environment. Sadly our 'spare rooms' upstairs are in no way suitable to even attempt a neutral bond because simply one cannot even get in the rooms (the downside of having a wife as a teacher). Our bedroom is tight for space, the bathroom isn't really suitable, the double garage is crammed floor to ceiling and even the shed is packed.
I am stoopid because I did not really anticipate this level of hostility nor this scenario. Looking back when we got Flo in February, although Leo had been here a year, as a male then he did not display the streme protective territorial behaviour Flo is. And as Flo had only just arrived, she couldn't be territorial as such as she was dealing with her own emotional shifting and so, when we did put them together, they bonded from the outset - much to our surprise and relief.
Our garden is a great place for bunnies and it deeply saddens me that I find myself in this situation because I just feel I am unable to cope with the multitide of emotions and questions I am asking myself. As much outwardly as I might project myself as someone else, inside I feel very different and much more fragile than I once used to be which I feel I can only attribute to the events in my own life over the last 5-6 years. Everyone is different and my wife copes with stress and situations differently to me.
I've slept on this situation for 2 nights now and I haven't slept well and it hasn't really changed. Flo's behaviour is markedly changed - her body language and posture isvery different and I don't know what effect it is doing to her inside either - and having lost Leo and Lillian only a few months ago, I am over anxious about missing something or causing a problem with Flo's body and mind.
I am also more than aware that I must look after Peanuts well being - spiritually and physically and I am concerned that this is not what is best for Peanut either. The space and garden would be superb, as would the companionship, but Flo is far too hostile towards this and so I spent many hours last night in bed considering all this and I have 2 options. Option one is to consider a bonding placement - someone with the facility and skills that I simply do not have, to try to bond Flo and Peanut - which I am happy to consider but I know from the short time I have had Flo that she responds incredibly badly to any movement or change of place. She went absolutely mental when we took her to the vets to see Leo when he was poorly and Flo has deep emotional issues about insecurity. Any temporary rehoming (albeit with a bonding placement) would not be good for Flo and I fear she would react even more and I worry for how she and Peanut would be.
Option 2 would be to return Peanut to his loving home with his absolutely loving and wonderful parents and at least this would be spiritually and emotionally more comfortable for Peanut. In doing that, I would also be admitting that Flo would probably now be forever a solo bun.
All this is makiing me feel extremely ill - and my wife is of a very different view but as I said, she handles things differently and has greater strength than I do, but she also supports what ever the decision is.
I have to go to work now, and get Flo in as she is standing on the patio, rigid, and reluctant to move.
Sorry, I wish I was more positive but Peanuts needs and safety must come before anything else.
Craig xx