I just looked at your old threads because I don't 'know' Benji.
That video of him is beautiful. Just heartbreaking you've lost him in the way you have.
Please take comfort in the knowledge you were doing the best for him and that he knew nothing of it - his life may have been short but it was filled with happiness.
So sorry to hear about Benji, its a risk we are all aware of when a bun goes under anaesthetic , but when you hear about it happening it is so heartbreaking. Binky free Benji xxxx
So sorry, was just watching the video. You made the right decision to have him neutered, like others have said we know there is a risk but never expect it to happen.