A Very Tough Week

[bunnygirl75]

To say I've had a tough week would be an understatement.My beloved Hazel was struggling to breathe so she went to the vets.I was told there was a mass in her stomach and lungs,most probably cancer and she was put down without me even getting to hold her one last time.I signed the paper and she was taken away.Brought back to me wrapped in a blanket in her carrier.An hour later I was at the hospital being told I had a tumour on my spine and would end up in a wheelchair after its removal.This was nothing compared to the loss of my Hazel and I had nowhere to bury her.My fiancee kindly allowed me to bury her in his gargen and he was very supportive to say he wasn't raised with animals.Hazel loved him and I believe he felt the loss too.
Since then I've ordered an headstone for her and grieved everyday.At the same time I lost my job and my mother had a heart attack threat.But my Hazel,who pulled me through lots of bad times isn't here to help me this time.I'll always love her,miss her and blame myself for not doing more or being with her at the end.My rabbit owning days are over now.I just hope that she forgives me,is happy now and waits for me joining her one day.

 

[Charlotte_Jordanna]

I am so sorry for your loss. What a tough week you've had. I really hope the doctors can do something for you too.
You shouldn't blame yourself, unfortunately these things happen but it doesn't make it any easier. Big hugs. xx

 

[bunniemum]

What a dreadful week you have had, and I'm so very sorry that you have lost your dear little Hazel.

Sending you a special hug at this difficult time xx

 

[bunny mad lisa]

I'm so very sorry for your loss and your bad news. You did your best for her by letting her go peacefully and she will always be with you in your happy memories and your heart x

 

[Barn Yard Bunnies]

I am so sorry about Hazel and the news about your spine. I hope everything improves for you and your family.

 

[Hoppla]

I am very sorry for your loss, I can't even begin to understand how you must feel

Is there any way you can get a second opinion regarding your tumor?

 

[mushlett]

I am so sorry, that must be so hard to cope with 2 such devastating blows, I really wish you all the best luck with regards to your tumour and I know how awful it is to lose a dearly beloved bunny so I am sorry for that too xx
I know it is so hard but please try and take as much care of yourself as you can and lean on others for support as much as is possible.
Hugs to you xx

 

[bugglebun]

Oh my; so sorry about your run of bad things. I know exactly what you mean with self reproach and the depth she touched your heart. They are far more than 'just' rabbits. Wishing you the best of luck.
hugs

 

[Schez]

Oh goodness.. . I just don't know what to say... there just aren't words for what you are going through... I know it's not much, but keep talking here on RU. I know we can't change things for you but don't feel alone.xx

So sorry you lost Hazel.
Binky free sweetheart.x

 

[MimzMum]

I am so sorry that you have been struggling so and for the loss of your dear Hazel. Sometimes life just throws all sorts at us and it's not just overwhelming, it's soul rending.
Thinking of you in this sad time and hoping for a better option for you regarding your spinal tumor. I agree, perhaps a second opinion would be helpful?
Sending prayers up for you and lots of comforting and strengthening vibes. RU is a bastion when we are facing difficult times, do please post when you feel the need. Any support that can be given here is plentiful. Bless you. (((((((((((((Huge hugs))))))))))))))))) xxxx

 

[biscandmatt1]

so very sorry massive hugs x

 

[Jack's-Jane]

I am really sorry to hear of what a difficult time you are having You will always have a Bunny Angel watching over you

RIP Hazel xx

 

[happybun]

To say I've had a tough week would be an understatement.My beloved Hazel was struggling to breathe so she went to the vets.I was told there was a mass in her stomach and lungs,most probably cancer and she was put down without me even getting to hold her one last time.I signed the paper and she was taken away.Brought back to me wrapped in a blanket in her carrier.An hour later I was at the hospital being told I had a tumour on my spine and would end up in a wheelchair after its removal.This was nothing compared to the loss of my Hazel and I had nowhere to bury her.My fiancee kindly allowed me to bury her in his gargen and he was very supportive to say he wasn't raised with animals.Hazel loved him and I believe he felt the loss too.
Since then I've ordered an headstone for her and grieved everyday.At the same time I lost my job and my mother had a heart attack threat.But my Hazel,who pulled me through lots of bad times isn't here to help me this time.I'll always love her,miss her and blame myself for not doing more or being with her at the end.My rabbit owning days are over now.I just hope that she forgives me,is happy now and waits for me joining her one day.

many gentle and sorrowful hugs for you. i am sorry for your loss. good luck with your treatment and whatever rehabilitation is appropriate. i hope your mum's health improves. you certainly have a lot to bear at the moment.

 

[Captain Helen]

What an awful week, I'm so sorry Binky free Hazel xx