Bunny Buddy
Wise Old Thumper
All losses are so hard to come to terms with, but those that come completely out of the blue really can leave us in a state of total shock and disbelief. I still struggle to accept what happened to Sir Victor and I lost him over 3 years ago, on 11th June 2012.
I do hope that your remaining Rabbits will give you some degree of comfort and a feeling of purpose. I know all too well how sometimes it seems like crawling off into a corner and staying there would be very appealing. It is my 4 remaining Rabbits and their 100% dependence on me that forces me not to do it.
Thanks. I think the hardest thing for a while will be not believing every stasis episode ends in tragedy. I have up to now been quite calm if the blood glucose is less than 15, but I have no sense of reassurance anymore. It'll take time but I had no sense of foreboding whatsoever when I left Binky at the vets, never crossed my mind he wouldn't be home. Weirdly enough I believed losing Artie would be the hardest thing life would throw at me but knowing he was on borrowed time helped me prepare. I can totally empathise with what you say about Sir Victor.