Benjybunnyboo
Alpha Buck
Ive cried this morning as im missing Widget who passed 20.12.09.
I look at his hutch and i still cant empty it. Its exactly as he left it with food in his bowl too and his favourite cushion.
I know im making it worse by not emptying it but it seems so final.
Im also finding it hard thinking of him buried in my garden, cold and alone and i know i shouldnt but i keep thinking of what his happening to him. I wish id had him cremated, but he died on a sunday and i couldnt hang on to him till morning, that would have been worse.
Thank you for listening, i needed to express myself to people who understand how i feel x