biscandmatt1
Wise Old Thumper
since the shock and denial of losing bisc has worn off, i am left with the deepest sadness i have ever felt. i don't know what to do. people say it takes time to heal but i know this never will.
i have flashes of intense anger amongst the sadness. i can't believe how wrong i got things at the end. when it mattered the most, i let him down. i HATE myself for it.
i don't really know what i want anyone to say. but i know that at least on here people understand. and i've been avoiding 'talking' about it all. i can't even do his rainbow bridge tribute.
i have flashes of intense anger amongst the sadness. i can't believe how wrong i got things at the end. when it mattered the most, i let him down. i HATE myself for it.
i don't really know what i want anyone to say. but i know that at least on here people understand. and i've been avoiding 'talking' about it all. i can't even do his rainbow bridge tribute.