Still with us *Thankyou, thankyou God!* Such a brave little soul, and I loved that prayer, Mimzmum, I realy loved it x Marge is only a tiny little rabbit, but she has overcome horrific, ongoing neglect and abuse, and multiple surgeries as a direct result of that abuse, losing an eye as a direct result of that abuse, losing molars, which has finally cause the malalignment of her front teeth to become so severe that she then needed to lose her front teeth. As a result, she is now facing yet another battle, ALL of this a domino effect stemming from sickening abuse from someone who may have even, at one time, loved her. Until they got bored, and ceased to care that she even existed. She has got to get through this, get back to being the cheeky, blind little rabbit who can quickly find the one bit of wallpaper that Benjamin hasn't managed to damage; and correct the situation by damaging it herself. A gentle, sweet natured, occasionally shy little girl who has never once even tried to bite, not once. It can take such a long, long time to heal harm from the past. I just hope that the love and total devotion and dedication to her well being which started in the hands of her carers at Freshfields, and is now continuing here, will one day be enough to completely sever the ties, and completely overcome the harm done to her in the past.
Sometimes, rescue just rips the heart right out of you. But you can never give up or walk away, because you know, that's already happened to them once....
Little Marge is breathing easier, thank God! Got a load more gunk and **** out of her airways, I can't believe how much nasty, stinking mucus I've got out of her poor little nose, it was just pulling out in streaks. She must have had an absolute blinder of a headache with all that pressure, God love her. Even her breath reeked, but aside from having slightly smelly face fur, she smells a lot better. She's very, very quiet but at least her breathing isn't so horribly laboured now, and Ive given her a dose of painkiller so Im hoping she may get a bit of quality sleep, I know she needs it, she even looks exhausted. Am going to try and clean her face up later on. It's a bit of a mess, and cant be very comfy, but my gut feeling at the moment is just let it be, dont even touch her, just leave well alone for now. Going to stick with that gut feeling, there's a reason it's there and to be honest, I know not to argue with it.
Im a bit more hopefull, but not ready to celebrate. If anything, I feel a bit helpless now, because for now, I think I've done all that I can, and it's in far greater hands than mine right now.
I hope Ive done enough, I really do hope that what Ive done so far is enough; and good enough