Thank you Jane. I know, I have had more than a few people tell me already over here that it wasn't my fault but as you know, that is hollow succor.
I have been told to place her in a bag and put her in the freezer till I can take her down for the pickup to the crem, which unfortunately I will miss today. She would be there a week but I can't keep her here.
I am sorry about your little bunny too, Jane. I have seen you retell this story before. Plus I remember other members who do not post here anymore talking about when they feel they have done something to harm their rabbits. But I know that I am supposed to be careful when going about syringe feeding. My confidence is the least important here but rest assured it has taken a beating and I don't know that there is anything I feel I can do about anything at this point. With everything that has gone wrong in my life in the last year or more, this was just one more thing I didn't need coming. I expected maybe Mimzy (in fact if he continues as he is, he may join Pip soon as well) or even Fiver, but not Pip. I thought I'd be taking her back to Alaska with me and Jenna should I decide to return there.
Griff is not long for this world either. It's all coming down.
C is completely lost right now. I wouldn't blame her for feeling like I am a pariah. I know I do.
I need to go and take care of Pip right now.
Should I let Mimz and Fiver see her? Would it distress them? They weren't technically bonded but they lived near each other. She died right next to them. Should they view her body for a bit? (I'm afraid changes are already taking place.
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I don't know how to get through this day. Not like I have a choice.