mokwa32
Alpha Buck
It's been 3 months and I have never regained my old self since the vertigo started. They thought Labyrinthitis, even though I am a lot better I still have vertigo which they think is now BPPV, so I'm going for the Epleys rehabilitation on Monday. It's the anxiety every day, I'm worried I'm getting depressed and its the fear of being trapped in the foggy dream that I am so scared of with loud thoughts and confusion. Good days and bad days but I'm never out of the bit. Trying mindfulness meditation to try and help myself. On propanolol most days and I just want to cry. I don't even know for sure if I can finish my final year at college. I feel like I have lost myself.
I will keep Ted and Pony I think, they are small easy and with Ted's health so delicate. But Belle, I can't keep on top of her hutch and and Hamish too. They are more free spirited. It's just too much and I don't know if I will ever recover I'm fed up, I'm 34 with two little kids and I used to be so active full of energy and happy, loving life, and now I don't know what a day will bring
I don't know what to do, or even if there is a great home out there for my bunnies
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I will keep Ted and Pony I think, they are small easy and with Ted's health so delicate. But Belle, I can't keep on top of her hutch and and Hamish too. They are more free spirited. It's just too much and I don't know if I will ever recover I'm fed up, I'm 34 with two little kids and I used to be so active full of energy and happy, loving life, and now I don't know what a day will bring
I don't know what to do, or even if there is a great home out there for my bunnies
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