Hesperus
Warren Veteran
Dear all,
I'm so sorry I don't post very often any more, I just find it a bit tricky to navigate lots of typing with my disability.
I lost my beloved house bunny Ludo on Monday, aged 9. He had organ failure and there was nothing that could be done. I would post in the Rainbow Bridge but I can't bear to think about it, I just cry my eyes out.
Is it normal to feel so dreadful? I can't sleep properly, I can get to sleep but I keep waking up early. I feel physically sick all the time and I've had an upset stomach. I keep crying every time I see anything that reminds me of him, or if something sad is on the telly etc.
I got a new bunny on Wednesday as I missed having bunny sounds in the house and the grief hadn't hit me - a mistake to have made a big decision but I didn't realise there was a second wave of grief to hit- and although he's a sweetie I don't feel the same bond with him as I did with my Ludo. Then I feel guilty as he's relying on me to love him, and although I'm doing everything I can to help him settle in and be healthy and loved, it's not the same as for Ludo. Has anyone else experienced this?
Does this grief ever get better?? Will I be able to love another bunny like I loved Ludo (and Harry before him)?
Love to all,
Suzie
I'm so sorry I don't post very often any more, I just find it a bit tricky to navigate lots of typing with my disability.
I lost my beloved house bunny Ludo on Monday, aged 9. He had organ failure and there was nothing that could be done. I would post in the Rainbow Bridge but I can't bear to think about it, I just cry my eyes out.
Is it normal to feel so dreadful? I can't sleep properly, I can get to sleep but I keep waking up early. I feel physically sick all the time and I've had an upset stomach. I keep crying every time I see anything that reminds me of him, or if something sad is on the telly etc.
I got a new bunny on Wednesday as I missed having bunny sounds in the house and the grief hadn't hit me - a mistake to have made a big decision but I didn't realise there was a second wave of grief to hit- and although he's a sweetie I don't feel the same bond with him as I did with my Ludo. Then I feel guilty as he's relying on me to love him, and although I'm doing everything I can to help him settle in and be healthy and loved, it's not the same as for Ludo. Has anyone else experienced this?
Does this grief ever get better?? Will I be able to love another bunny like I loved Ludo (and Harry before him)?
Love to all,
Suzie
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