hey hunni, im really sorry to hear you are having a tough time with milo. i can relate to a degree. bella and jasper are totally different buns. bella is perfectly litter trained and so affectionate (this came with alot of time and patience but that is easy to forget now, the joys of rose tinted glasses
) and jasper is a pooping machine and sooooooo independant. he will have a cuddle but only if i get hold of him, he has never come to me for affection and that stings. silly really, but we expect out animals to show love like we do and in reality they wont.
with that all said, jasper is the bun i am most proud of. when we first got him he would thump, hide and shake uncontrollably through fear. now when i come to say hey to him he responds, not in the way
I would love, but in the way he feels secure to. he will come, nudge at my ankles and then 'ping' off and binky like mad. do you know how much i cried when he first did that, i was so proud of him. he had let me in and you know what, yeah he might not be like bella but i dont want him to be. he is his own little dude and how dare i even compare him to another animal.
you have an ideal of what lily was and thats ok. bella is up on a pedestal so high but if i am really honest with myself she is a destructive little madam with a tendency to destroy my sofa one nibble at a time. however when her time with me is through, will i remember the amount of times she nipped my toes. no. i will see only the good and that is what you are seeing now.
hunni, milo will be whatever you put into him. if you give him time, learn to understand him, you will see him for him and you will finally let him into your heart. dont define him by what lily meant to you, that isnt fair on him or you.
i feel like ive just gone and given you a lecture but thats far from what i want. what im scared of is that if you react so soon and dont give yourself time to get to know each other you will have so many regrets. 2 weeks is nothing in a life time. i know the pee and poop is disheartening, every time jasper comes in my front room its like 'poop poop poop' and im like 'grrrrrrrr' but i also laugh as he sticks his head in the litter tray to have a sniff and because it is a tray for bella's size he is too small to get in it so has his butt out of it and poops like that. i dont know why that makes me chuckle but for some reason i feel like he thinks he is doing it right and at least he is trying :lol:
milo deserves a chance of happiness and so do you. please dont limit yourself because of your grief xx