MotherOfBunnies
New Kit
Hey guys, I'm new to this forum and I just needed to talk to people that have perhaps been in the same boat as me.
Yesterday (3rd of June) I had to have my beloved continental giant Aurora PTS.
Now I do have a number of buns it was six but it's now down to five [emoji22] and obviously I love them all to pieces but Aurora held a special place in my heart. She was my everything, always by my side, my big teddy bear and the most loving animal I've ever had to pleasure of knowing. I'm finding it ever so hard to not feel guilty about having to let her go to bunny heaven. That I made the right decision. Deep down I know I did, she was in a lot of pain and her body was giving up on her and I couldn't stand to see her suffer (forgive me for not wanting to go into detail about her illness) but I can't help but think what if? What if I'd caught it sooner? I've lost pets before when I was younger but I was too young to fully comprehend what was going on if you can understand that? As an adult and building this bond with something only to lose it so tragically, it's well and truly left me heartbroken.
I think I just need someone to talk to me about their experiences and how you coped? I'm finding it very hard to come to terms with the fact that she's gone..
Yesterday (3rd of June) I had to have my beloved continental giant Aurora PTS.
Now I do have a number of buns it was six but it's now down to five [emoji22] and obviously I love them all to pieces but Aurora held a special place in my heart. She was my everything, always by my side, my big teddy bear and the most loving animal I've ever had to pleasure of knowing. I'm finding it ever so hard to not feel guilty about having to let her go to bunny heaven. That I made the right decision. Deep down I know I did, she was in a lot of pain and her body was giving up on her and I couldn't stand to see her suffer (forgive me for not wanting to go into detail about her illness) but I can't help but think what if? What if I'd caught it sooner? I've lost pets before when I was younger but I was too young to fully comprehend what was going on if you can understand that? As an adult and building this bond with something only to lose it so tragically, it's well and truly left me heartbroken.
I think I just need someone to talk to me about their experiences and how you coped? I'm finding it very hard to come to terms with the fact that she's gone..