Thanks you all so much for your kind words and general understanding of the bigger picture.
@Scatter The vet made no mention of VHD. It did cross my mind but I am still at a loss.
God bless you all and I hope your buns remain healthy and happy.
I do hope that one day I will be strong enough to help another bun, but for now I need some time to adjust.
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Aww, that's completely understandable. As everybody has said, there are so many things it could have been - it's just such a horrible shock for you and we are all thinking about you xxx