MimzMum
Wise Old Thumper
I just can't get a handle on whatever is bothering his down eye. It's distressing both of us, the constant drops and ointment, he doesn't deal well with handling and administration is next to impossible to get right. I'm hoping to get a different med to try because he still has this watery condition that turns to thickened and hardened chunks in his fur (which I have now trimmed slightly around his eye as no amount of washing would take it out) and I'm worried other opportunistic infections would rise from the slimy mess it gets into when I attempt to remove it.
He is also having excess cecals still (haven't been able to reduce the pellets enough and not be afraid he stops eating altogether) and he's going to need a bit of a bum trim. I found scald last week that I treated with neosporin. I can't keep up with the mess down there. Fresh greens and forage are now out as they only aggravate the condition. One more look at that tiny spur on his downside molar too, because he still doesn't eat enough hay to keep a bird alive. I hate to think of him having another dental so soon after his May one, but he is extremely sensitive to even the slightest change in his bite.
I'm agitated just typing this because he seems to be on a bit of a downhill slope and I fear I'll lose him before we move...yet it would almost be a blessing for him I think, the concern I have about taking him a long distance preys on my mind constantly and I don't sleep well thinking about the logistics of the whole thing. He did well enough in the evacuation, but I've never put him on a plane before. (I'm going to be enough of a wreck as I hate flying.)
I really need my vet to be brutally honest with me this time about whether he is in good enough shape to make this move, or for that matter, if it's fair to keep him going at all. I'm too OCD to do more than re-equivocate endlessly about his QOL. He's a good bun and there's times he seems downright lively, but his appearance is probably an illusion as to how he is really feeling. There are moments he just seems to sleep, eat a little bit, make a poopy mess, then sleep again...what kind of life is that?
I don't remember if she told me last time whether we would do bloods this go round. He is still on the highest possible dose of metacam for his weight (that she will allow anyway) ever since his last dental, but the effect it has seems to be minimal. Some days he doesn't even seem to want to take it. His head is more tilty today, but it's been wicked hot for days here and I know this makes him tired. I'm not sure if it's bone pain or if he's maybe too matted up with fur that I can't get off him to feel good about any movement he makes. And he doesn't make many movements.
If it just didn't seem to hurt him every time I groom him. I've tried every method I can think of and nothing seems to make it any easier. But he's got to be getting fur down him as well and his gut is no doubt affected.
Still no idea exactly when we're leaving or where we'll be going and this only adds to the worry circling in my head. So tired....
Sorry...didn't mean to turn this into a rant. Done whingeing now.
He is also having excess cecals still (haven't been able to reduce the pellets enough and not be afraid he stops eating altogether) and he's going to need a bit of a bum trim. I found scald last week that I treated with neosporin. I can't keep up with the mess down there. Fresh greens and forage are now out as they only aggravate the condition. One more look at that tiny spur on his downside molar too, because he still doesn't eat enough hay to keep a bird alive. I hate to think of him having another dental so soon after his May one, but he is extremely sensitive to even the slightest change in his bite.
I'm agitated just typing this because he seems to be on a bit of a downhill slope and I fear I'll lose him before we move...yet it would almost be a blessing for him I think, the concern I have about taking him a long distance preys on my mind constantly and I don't sleep well thinking about the logistics of the whole thing. He did well enough in the evacuation, but I've never put him on a plane before. (I'm going to be enough of a wreck as I hate flying.)
I really need my vet to be brutally honest with me this time about whether he is in good enough shape to make this move, or for that matter, if it's fair to keep him going at all. I'm too OCD to do more than re-equivocate endlessly about his QOL. He's a good bun and there's times he seems downright lively, but his appearance is probably an illusion as to how he is really feeling. There are moments he just seems to sleep, eat a little bit, make a poopy mess, then sleep again...what kind of life is that?
I don't remember if she told me last time whether we would do bloods this go round. He is still on the highest possible dose of metacam for his weight (that she will allow anyway) ever since his last dental, but the effect it has seems to be minimal. Some days he doesn't even seem to want to take it. His head is more tilty today, but it's been wicked hot for days here and I know this makes him tired. I'm not sure if it's bone pain or if he's maybe too matted up with fur that I can't get off him to feel good about any movement he makes. And he doesn't make many movements.
If it just didn't seem to hurt him every time I groom him. I've tried every method I can think of and nothing seems to make it any easier. But he's got to be getting fur down him as well and his gut is no doubt affected.
Still no idea exactly when we're leaving or where we'll be going and this only adds to the worry circling in my head. So tired....
Sorry...didn't mean to turn this into a rant. Done whingeing now.
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