i think i could start to come to terms with losing him if he had been very old and/or had longstanding health problems
or even if he were a dental rabbit and passed under ga
but a hemangiosarcoma.............
never in a million years did i expect something like that
why victor, just why
i feel so ill from this unrelenting grief it gets worse by the day
I understand how you feel.
I was shocked when Dennis was found to have a heart problem.
Then convinced we could sort it with meds.
We never expected to loose him at four. And he was ok one second, keeled over so ill the next.
For months after I couldn't talk about him without crying. Even now I can't face to look at his pictures and it's been months.
I've lost lots of rabbits and grieved them all but never reacted in this way before ( and this is the funny bit) Dennis wasn't even one of the friendiest but his fiery personality stood out and although I always said to my husband he wasn't very nice when he died I probably missed him most of all....
Victor was such a huge character ( I really felt like I knew him, as I'm sure we all did on here, he was like a celeb) and the fact it was such a shock and he was so young has made it three times worse. Hoping time will heal xxx
Thank you, I remember your Dennis and I too was shocked at his rapid decline