youthnovels
Wise Old Thumper
No I over slept because I didn't sleep well last night Had stuff going round in my head.
I don't mind that there are individuals on here that don't like me or what we do. That is totally fine, we can't all like everyone and it makes the world a more interesting place
What worries me is that I was genuinely trying to be nice and helpful to these people.
When you have an illness that attacks your brain I constantly worry that what I think I am doing and saying is not what I am actually doing and saying. Which is why I often don't repond to as many threads as I should and why even though there are lots of lovely people who offer to come round to visit and help I don't take them up on the offer. Trying to appear normal for a few hours by watching everything I say and trying not to fall over my own feet and embarrase myself by ending up on the floor is hard work. :?
I have been back and checked all my posts and pm's relating to this and just can't see what I have said wrong so am now worrying that its me and my brain isn't functioning because of the stress and exhaustion of the week
Anyway it's being dealt with now so I shall try to move on from the whole thing. It was just such timing.
I am hoping my Valentines day present will be Steve doing a bit extra today so that I can go back to bed for a bit and have another little sleep
Thank you everyone for all your lovely replies.
Steve and I are going to try to cut back for a few weeks, although having already offered places to two new pairs that is not going to be so easy :lol:
I wouldn't worry about the situation. From reading through this thread you're a much loved individual and what you're doing is absolutely amazing. The majority think that and that's all that counts