Zara
Mama Doe
I know I don't post here as much as I'd like to, but please I'm so heartbroken right now.
It's still sinking in, we lost him about two hours ago. He was so happy though, this morning he was fine, his usual arrogant bouncy self. He more or less died in my arms, I found him all ill and floppy so we rushed him to the local animal hospital. Despite getting weaker I could tell he was comforted to be in my arms, he was snuggling up to me and kept looking up at me. When we got to the hospital, he was barely conscious, he'd gone all limp and the vet rushed him away to put him on a drip, but ten minutes later he had a fit and died. I have no idea what caused this, I looked after him so well, I'm heartbroken. He was only 3, I thought we had more time, you always think there is more time. The hardest part was bringing his body home, we're burying him tomorrow. We had such a strong bond, I'm still so shocked he's gone.
My beautiful boy is gone, it keeps hitting in waves. I don't understand what happened, it was so sudden. I wondered if he'd eaten something, but he hadn't been out in the garden that morning so he'd eaten no plants, I keep wondering if he'd eaten any ivy leaves at the back of the garden earlier in the week, but if that had been what killed him he'd of died earlier then today. I'm so lost, confused and full of guilt
Goodbye Firefly
It's still sinking in, we lost him about two hours ago. He was so happy though, this morning he was fine, his usual arrogant bouncy self. He more or less died in my arms, I found him all ill and floppy so we rushed him to the local animal hospital. Despite getting weaker I could tell he was comforted to be in my arms, he was snuggling up to me and kept looking up at me. When we got to the hospital, he was barely conscious, he'd gone all limp and the vet rushed him away to put him on a drip, but ten minutes later he had a fit and died. I have no idea what caused this, I looked after him so well, I'm heartbroken. He was only 3, I thought we had more time, you always think there is more time. The hardest part was bringing his body home, we're burying him tomorrow. We had such a strong bond, I'm still so shocked he's gone.
My beautiful boy is gone, it keeps hitting in waves. I don't understand what happened, it was so sudden. I wondered if he'd eaten something, but he hadn't been out in the garden that morning so he'd eaten no plants, I keep wondering if he'd eaten any ivy leaves at the back of the garden earlier in the week, but if that had been what killed him he'd of died earlier then today. I'm so lost, confused and full of guilt
Goodbye Firefly