You didn't let Cherry down. You knew that there wasn't going to be a happy ending for her condition, but whilst she had Hovis for company she had some fight in her. You had to let Hovis go and she would have been lost without him and so would have suffered mentally as well as physically. You did the absolute best for both of them. It wasn't a choice. Sending you lots of love and hugs xxxx
I'm in tears reading this but thank you so much. You're right - it was more her mental health that concerned me in the end rather than her physical problems. She had been so brave though. Both Cherry and Hovis were such good patients for me. It was as if they knew I was recovering from an op myself and co-operated so as to make it easier for me. I do miss them both