Dearest You,
In two hours it will be exactly one year since I snuffed your life from you.
Badge, my Badge, I'm so sorry. I think of you every day but I have to block it. Badger, when I ended your life I crippled my own. No one could punish me more than I punish myself. I'd love to be with you and the others, but I wouldn't be suffering then; I'd be happy. I deserve to suffer for everything. Badge, I'm scared that everything that is happening here at the moment is punishment to me for what I did to you. No more bunnies deserve to suffer. Ii don't want them to.
Badge, every day you lit up my life. I still hear your doofdoofddoofdoofs on the landing. See your face bounding my way.
Mate, regardless of what I did I love you and loved you so much. I lost your life and stripped myself of a best friend.
I will see you again and I will work to make up for this. Just please come and see me sometimes and look after the others. More importantly I hope you are now whole and not I'll anymore. I hope your breathing and liver are fixed. I hope your neck is fixed. I hope despite everything your spirit remained intact.
I'm so sorry with everything I have.
I love you. My Badgerigar.
I wanted to post a pic but don't know how to paste from my phone. I'm sorry. I'll try and go it in the morning. Sweet dreams.