oh god! i'm so sorry for your loss. I too have experienced the convulsing and it is harrowing My thoughts are with you tonight, you must be heartbroken
Binky Free Suzie
Im so sorry, its awful when you can feel them leaving in your hands but at the same time there is a small level of comfort to be gained from being with them right at the end.
Binky Free Suzie x
That is soo true would have felt worse if i had found her tomorrow, knowing i had not been with her
Having found two of mine already passed in the past few months I can assure you its the worse feeling in the world.