Really sorry, didn't mean to upset you. I lost (she escaped - long story) one of my lovely girls in August while I was on holiday and came back to the awful, awful news and a very lonely little Olive so I know it's a terrible time. I think that because of the circumstances in which I lost Grace I haven't really grieved myself as I can't help hoping she will be found (I know this is impossible as she will not have survived in the wild). I still think about her every day. Olive is now fine, although my attempts to find her a new companion ended in disaster and I now have two single buns. Timmy is a rescue bun who had a terrible start in life and it comforts me that I have given him a loving forever home and it gives me some solace as I feel I let Grace down (now I am crying!) Sorry for prattling on about us. What I meant to say is it takes time for both you and your little bunny to get over a loss but you will get there. And so will I.