MaxiandScottandbuns
Mama Doe
He is 1 year old
This message is going to sound emotionless. Thats because Scott and i have both been drained completely of emotion
Were numb, it has all been too much. Shattered. Broken
I realise a lot of the people on this forum do not like us for some unknown reason. I ask that these people please do not post in this thread. Abuse will simply be ignored here. This is not our fault, none of these awful things have been our fault. Weve done everything right and always have done, so please keep your supposed opinions about things you know nothing about to yourselves
I suppose im posting to ask for help, from those who do care
Some advice or something, i dont know
Were not in the right frame of mind just now to make decisions and take action
Sun, Charlie, Earl, Amile, theyre all gone. All that is gone. Joey is a bag of bones. I look at him and i see Sun in her final weeks. All that love has been taken away, so quickly. Its too much to handle
Were not in a fit state to go through it all again, the nursing, the waiting. Hes so young. Hes our baby boy
We dont deserve any of this and neither do/did they
Fae is still with him although she looks fine. He is grooming her constantly, which he never used to do
I dont really know what im asking for
Maybe i should post when i can feel something other than total devastation
This message is going to sound emotionless. Thats because Scott and i have both been drained completely of emotion
Were numb, it has all been too much. Shattered. Broken
I realise a lot of the people on this forum do not like us for some unknown reason. I ask that these people please do not post in this thread. Abuse will simply be ignored here. This is not our fault, none of these awful things have been our fault. Weve done everything right and always have done, so please keep your supposed opinions about things you know nothing about to yourselves
I suppose im posting to ask for help, from those who do care
Some advice or something, i dont know
Were not in the right frame of mind just now to make decisions and take action
Sun, Charlie, Earl, Amile, theyre all gone. All that is gone. Joey is a bag of bones. I look at him and i see Sun in her final weeks. All that love has been taken away, so quickly. Its too much to handle
Were not in a fit state to go through it all again, the nursing, the waiting. Hes so young. Hes our baby boy
We dont deserve any of this and neither do/did they
Fae is still with him although she looks fine. He is grooming her constantly, which he never used to do
I dont really know what im asking for
Maybe i should post when i can feel something other than total devastation