christina83
Warren Scout
Hi everyone, on the 5th of November my Runty boy passed away. He was 10 years and 4 months old. He was one of 7 baby boys we kept, along with their mum and dad. Runty’s two brothers passed away in July.
Runty had an abscess in his face which was managed well until shorty before he passed away. A few hours before he passed he ate two platefuls of his food, and was happy. At 2am his breathing became bad, and he seemed to have seizures. We called the emergency vet, and he drained his abscess to see if it would help. We got him home, and he was having seizures and his eyes were rolling back. So I made the call half an hoot after getting home to have the vet come put him to sleep.
I sat with him holding him an hour before they arrived, the hour felt like forever when we were waiting, I just wanted him put out of any suffering. Now I wish I had that hour back with him again.
I held him as the vet pts, she injected him three times because it kept blowing back, one was in the liver. I heard his last gasp. I’d never had a pet pts before.
I feel guilt for holding him while someone killed him, I feel like I betrayed him. I feel lost. And I feel broken.
It’s been almost a month and the pain feels like it’s getting worse. I miss him so much. He was my best friend.
I’ve lost bunnies before, but I don’t know why nothing compares to this. I don’t know if it’s because I pts. I don’t know what to do the pain is unbearable. I feel so depressed
I will always love you Runty xxxxx
Runty had an abscess in his face which was managed well until shorty before he passed away. A few hours before he passed he ate two platefuls of his food, and was happy. At 2am his breathing became bad, and he seemed to have seizures. We called the emergency vet, and he drained his abscess to see if it would help. We got him home, and he was having seizures and his eyes were rolling back. So I made the call half an hoot after getting home to have the vet come put him to sleep.
I sat with him holding him an hour before they arrived, the hour felt like forever when we were waiting, I just wanted him put out of any suffering. Now I wish I had that hour back with him again.
I held him as the vet pts, she injected him three times because it kept blowing back, one was in the liver. I heard his last gasp. I’d never had a pet pts before.
I feel guilt for holding him while someone killed him, I feel like I betrayed him. I feel lost. And I feel broken.
It’s been almost a month and the pain feels like it’s getting worse. I miss him so much. He was my best friend.
I’ve lost bunnies before, but I don’t know why nothing compares to this. I don’t know if it’s because I pts. I don’t know what to do the pain is unbearable. I feel so depressed
I will always love you Runty xxxxx