sandras
Young Bun
on Wednesday i lost my beloved rex rabbit billy to fly strike we washed his bum on tuesday as we normally do tried to dry him as best as we could and it was hot so let him out side nothing different to what we normally do he was happy jumping around. we put him in his cage indoors when we went to bed. on Wednesday we had to go out and didnt get back till late looked in billys cage and he was laying on his side not normal i opened his cage and he bolted out i followed him into the kitchen where he collapsed i went to him and screamed for my hubby to help me then i saw a maggot on his fur my hubby said to get him to the bathroom quick where we washe him but his fur and skin just fell from him he was covered in maggots they had taken alot of back fur off and was eating into his leg. my hubby wrapped him and got him to the vets so fast but it was to late to save him he had to be P.T.S. i am heartbroken have not eatern since he died i love him so much , we have had him nearly 3 years. at the moment i fell empty inside i feel so much grief i cry all the time i just miss him so bad. Please some one is this going to get any easier for me. we are having him cremated and bringing him home so he will be close to me. but the grief is making me ill but i cant help thinking that i protected him all this time and the one time he need my help i was not there for him i let him down i keep asking my hubby will billy hate me for not being there for him and i feel so so so bad that he must of been in so much pain its hurting me so bad please help me someone