I am in emotional turmoil
too much going on in my head. I am going to have to take Molly and Barney back to their respective rescue centres
for loads of reasons.
I daren't rebond them - Molly is too unpredictable, she really injured Barney when she attacked him, I can't risk her hurting him when there's no one home.
They are in pens side by side but Barney wants to be with her
he keeps trying to break into her pen. I am struggling to contain him. He's clever and strong! He needs company.
Barney is a very sociable bunny, it isn't doing him any good being on his own. I don't have the time to spend with him that he deserves.
If I take Barney back he will soon be snapped up as he's so lovely natured. But I will worry like mad about what happens next for him, as clearly any stress makes him really poorly
if he were to be bonded with another bun it would have to be a lot more supervised , and with a very chilled out bun.
He can't eat commercial rabbit food, which a lot of potential owners might not understand. It makes him ill. That worries me too.
Molly will probably spend the rest of her life in a small hutch in the rescue she came from. With playtime in a run once a week, which is next to the dog kennels
this is what I'm struggling with most. I feel like the worst person in the world, and will hate myself forever. I have always been dead against returning animals to rescues.
If I take them back Olly will get the attention he needs and deserves, which is how this all began anyway
he hardly gets any these days.
If I take them back, it may mean I can afford to rent my own place with the other 3 buns. I think I could just manage it. I need to do this. Things are very strained with my OH these days. If I can reduce my £150 a month hay bill.
So many reasons. And I can't stop crying at the thought of returning them
I love Barney to bits, he's full of fun and so adorable. Molly I love differently. She's very independent and doesn't like people, but likes living next to another bun. I wish I could be her forever friend; I don't think anyone else will 'get' her. Not in the area where her rescue is. I wish I could take her to one of the others that are on here, I would feel so much better if I could do that
Just really struggling with this