rachylou
Warren Veteran
As most of you know I suffer from debilitating OCD which has got extremely bad and revolves around my fear of VHD.
I have been doing lots of thinking and have came to the conclusion that I think I have got worse since the buns moved upstairs to their own room, you see them being up there, they are 'contained' and I am able to contain them by making sure I am steralised before I go in there and making sure that everything is clean.
I am thinking that maybe if we bring them back down in to our room, I may start feeling better because I will not be able to contain them so will have no choice but to challenge things?
The only other concern is obviously Jack, he is still too young to go in his own room and I wouldnt feel comfortable him being up there at the moment so would it be safe for him to be sleeping in the same room as the buns?
I have been doing lots of thinking and have came to the conclusion that I think I have got worse since the buns moved upstairs to their own room, you see them being up there, they are 'contained' and I am able to contain them by making sure I am steralised before I go in there and making sure that everything is clean.
I am thinking that maybe if we bring them back down in to our room, I may start feeling better because I will not be able to contain them so will have no choice but to challenge things?
The only other concern is obviously Jack, he is still too young to go in his own room and I wouldnt feel comfortable him being up there at the moment so would it be safe for him to be sleeping in the same room as the buns?