LloydFerris
Warren Scout
I am sorry that I sound so stubborn...asking for advice and then seeming to ignore it. I most definitely am not ignoring it. I really just need as much reassurance as I can get that letting him go is the right thing to do. I've considered getting a second opinion and thought I may hate myself if I didn't. But no opinion is going to change the severity or the location of the problem.
I've never lost an animal that I have been as close to as Mills. I feel like my heart is being torn from my chest, it hurts to breathe and I can't stop crying. I can't recall ever feeling pain like this. I don't know why, but I try to imagine what it's going to be like when we make the last trip to the vet. I had to have another foster bun PTS once before and even though I'd only had her less than a day, watching her life drain and her light go out was excrutiating. I don't know how I will get through this. I can stop sobbing. He's my heart.
I've never lost an animal that I have been as close to as Mills. I feel like my heart is being torn from my chest, it hurts to breathe and I can't stop crying. I can't recall ever feeling pain like this. I don't know why, but I try to imagine what it's going to be like when we make the last trip to the vet. I had to have another foster bun PTS once before and even though I'd only had her less than a day, watching her life drain and her light go out was excrutiating. I don't know how I will get through this. I can stop sobbing. He's my heart.