Becky86
Wise Old Thumper
I've been so strong, until today.
Every Sunday i look after my little cousin. Hes 4 and has been bought up around adults. Today, we were driving home after i'd popped into Sainsburys for some veg for the buns and i asked him what he was doing tomorrow. He said, 'Im going to heaven to visit Scamp - i know you miss him Becky but the angels are looking after him' I didn't know what to say, my heart broke and i could feel tears running down my face. I got home and he ran inside to play with his toys, and i stood in the kitchen sobbing my heart out. I know hes only 4 but gosh, i've been so upset since.
When will it get easier?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4NLjQuo2k4 I miss him so much xxxx