opening your heart to rabbits... i feel like im in a constant state of stomach churning.. every move alvin makes my stomach knots up wondering if its the start of stasis. hes eaten his veg and all pellets ive given but because ive been at work all day i havent seen him eating hay so im so sure hes starting with stasis again. i just watched him eat them special poops but he was making a crunching noise so im sitting there thinking is that teeth grinding :? then he bent himself in half to lick his privates and i panic theres some pain there too.... i dunno whats up with me... and you all know how im getting on with pearl.
i thought i was a replacer and id find the delicateness of bunnies a total doddle, one dies get a new one.. but im not so sure i can...im scared ive trapped myself into a life of forever getting a new partner for the remaining bunny but im so stressed with illness or possible illness im not letting the joy of knowing them wash over me like it used to. i know im tired i know im missing ste...but *sighs* its so hard loving them
please dont tell me im the only one with bunny doubts someone out there must feel it too at somepoint in time
i thought i was a replacer and id find the delicateness of bunnies a total doddle, one dies get a new one.. but im not so sure i can...im scared ive trapped myself into a life of forever getting a new partner for the remaining bunny but im so stressed with illness or possible illness im not letting the joy of knowing them wash over me like it used to. i know im tired i know im missing ste...but *sighs* its so hard loving them
please dont tell me im the only one with bunny doubts someone out there must feel it too at somepoint in time