shell1805
Mama Doe
is it wrong that im a little sad that im going away on holiday next week? it's because im having to leave the animals at home and its the 1st time i've left bella and jasper. the dogs are going to a kennel (after searching through 7, this was the one i was finally happy with and they have been there a few times now so im a little more at ease with that.... well.... a bit anyway ) but leaving bella and jasper is getting to me. my mum is going to look after them and i know she will do a great job but i still dont want to do it. OH wont budge on it as we are going away with family and its over my birthday and he wants to spend time just us (i can semi see his point, the animals take up most of my time and i think sometimes he feels a bit left out but they are my babies and i wouldnt have my life any other way!!!) ive gone crazy on toys and treats etc etc (£100 later and i was being dragged away ) but i cant help feeling bella especially will think ive abandoned her (dont tell OH, but this is so not worth this guilt. wont be doing it again in a hurry)
does anyone else feel like this when they go away?? sorry for the rant, its built up a bit xx
does anyone else feel like this when they go away?? sorry for the rant, its built up a bit xx