im so so sorry...what an awful time for you
they had a wonderful bunnymummy and you had wonderful times with them.
through the tears you will unexpectedly have a good memory...and eventually it will make you smile...honest.
we were once told by a lady outside a vets when back in 2006 we lost our beloved mini lop oscar to gi probs. The lady said it hurst right now and is so raw..why..how...etc.
But she said even horrid things happen for a reason and she told us what she was once told by a lady when she lost her beloved dog.
the passing of a beloved pet no matter how bad or sad or shocking is a result of that pet needing to be in your life or you with them in your life. When another pet needs the love and patience and care that/these pets have had..it is time for these pets to move on now the job is done and for the other pets to come into your life to be loved and cared for too.
i was in tears but even tho weve had horrible experinces and deaths with buns as well as cats..knowing what i know now...it wouldnt have stopped me having those pets.
with our health probs i always say we get the unlucky health riddled or behaviour riddled buns as we can totally relate.
but its torn my heart up so much..especially this year that i now vow to keepo the pets we have now..and in years to come as each one passes...we will not replace..we will take a break to heal ourselves.
but sometimes the only way to heal ourselves is to have another pet come into our lives.
the two buns are together again to binky free.
you need this time to heal your broken heart..but sometimes like i said another pet sometimes is the only heart healer.
((((((HUGS)))))