Shannonemilylove
New Kit
A little while back I posted introducing you all to tilt,my little guy with a permanent head tilt after his last family neglected to treat him and released him onto the street, I took him from the rescue centre I worked at and he's been the light in my heart for 2 years now.
He has a large absus on his neck and puss leaking from his ear on his "down side". His ear problems go back months but with daily clearing (not for the squeamish) and antibiotics which have not helped I've Tried to ease the discomfort. The absus has come up over the past two weeks. He's still a happy boy but is in great discomfort. It's time for me to be selfless and have him PTS, but how the hell as a loving mummy do you come to terms with that? I feel like a murderer almost. Working with animal rescue I'm used to kindly ending wild animals pain daily, but he is MY boy, and it's so very different. I can't bare to lose him but I don't want to wait untill he is suffering greatly. And my poor guy has no idea that tomorrow will probably be his last day. I'm heartbroken, and have no idea how to deal with this. How do I know making the right choice and not just giving up on him.
Thank you for listening xx shannon
He has a large absus on his neck and puss leaking from his ear on his "down side". His ear problems go back months but with daily clearing (not for the squeamish) and antibiotics which have not helped I've Tried to ease the discomfort. The absus has come up over the past two weeks. He's still a happy boy but is in great discomfort. It's time for me to be selfless and have him PTS, but how the hell as a loving mummy do you come to terms with that? I feel like a murderer almost. Working with animal rescue I'm used to kindly ending wild animals pain daily, but he is MY boy, and it's so very different. I can't bare to lose him but I don't want to wait untill he is suffering greatly. And my poor guy has no idea that tomorrow will probably be his last day. I'm heartbroken, and have no idea how to deal with this. How do I know making the right choice and not just giving up on him.
Thank you for listening xx shannon
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