Dear Jane, i think each and everyone of us can feel the pain you do right now, the pain of losing our precious babies is like nothing else, there are no words to describe it well except, empty, angry, numb and devestated. Jack had such a wonderful life with you and you and him have made some wonderful memories over the years, soon you will sit there and smile at all the fun things you did and this will give you a great comfort. Having lost Millie on Saturday i can fully appreciate the utter shock you must be feeling, although you knew Jack was poorley it never really prepares you for the end. I had a lovely chat with John from EE on saturday and he made me feel so much better about millie going to the bridge, he told me that Scoot would take care of him and i believe that with all my heart, one thing that has inspired me is that Scoot was so very important to so many people and his move to the bridge knocked us all sideways, he fought so valiantly and never expected our sympathy and tears only that we remember him for waht he was a gorgeous happy boy who gave to all and took nothing back, i am trying to do the same about millie and i hope that you will be able to do the same for Jack too, Scoot will take care of him, he will introduce him to so many new things and he will make sure he is able to tell you that he is still near whenever he can. Our thoughs are with you today xxxxxxxxxx
Jack wow what a wonderful life you had, so very loved and wanted by a very special mummy, the love you take with you from her will give you a light which will shine brightly in the dark sky and this will give your mum such comfort to know that your spirit is with her still. Have fun at the bridge enjoy the new smells, tastes and friends, live each day to its very fullest, make the best of everything and have the time of your life, kiss millie for me he is new to the bridge too so prehaps together you can make a new life, scoot will guide you and show you the way. Rest easy sweet gently boy, so handsome on earth and even more so at the bridge xxxxxxxxxxx