lucy24
Mama Doe
i dont know where to start... but here goes. I am going to have to find a new home for my trio of sisters. I was having a lovely day until i said to mum i needed to get charlie to the vet for his damp bum. she got grumpy and we had a n argument- admittedly i panicked about charlies bum but id didnt need mum to go off on one. she started on about money etc... i wont go inot the full details. but ive come to realise that she will never forgive me for getting the trio. every argument brings up the fact that 'if you hadnt got them....'
the guilt is unbearable. im suffering badly with my depression and i cant cope with...anything. i hate living at home but im trapped here due to my health. i pay for my bunnies myself but this is it. my dads moaning about the garden being a mess, mum is always on about money-admittedly i have my moments-but at least giving the trio a new home will stop the blame coming on me. i love them so very much and im just about holding it together. i dont know where to start finding them a home, i dont want to add to the rescues problems but i have no choice at this point. i love my parents dont get me wrong, but my health is getting to them and i see it every day. im a burden- and i know it-i see it in their faces, in every conversation. at least if the trio have a good home with all they need and more i can lighten the load.
im heartbroken......
the guilt is unbearable. im suffering badly with my depression and i cant cope with...anything. i hate living at home but im trapped here due to my health. i pay for my bunnies myself but this is it. my dads moaning about the garden being a mess, mum is always on about money-admittedly i have my moments-but at least giving the trio a new home will stop the blame coming on me. i love them so very much and im just about holding it together. i dont know where to start finding them a home, i dont want to add to the rescues problems but i have no choice at this point. i love my parents dont get me wrong, but my health is getting to them and i see it every day. im a burden- and i know it-i see it in their faces, in every conversation. at least if the trio have a good home with all they need and more i can lighten the load.
im heartbroken......
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