I am so sorry. I was similar after I lost my Ellie, even though it has been over 5 months since I lost her I still have to stop myself from bursting in to tears. I miss her so much and I will never forget her. I know it hurts now but it does get easier with time, cliche I know but it's true. The fact that you are feeling pain for her shows how much you cared and loved her and it's more than a lot of bunnies have! Focus on the time you had with her and remember the good times.