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Thank you so much, j&b. It did help to talk to the vet today. He said we can keep increasing her pain relief as much as she needs (I like my vets, but it would be nice if they would all agree with each other on things...). We're increasing her buprenorphine from 3 to 5 times a day, as he said that would be less likely to make her drowsy than upping the dosage, but to get in touch on Monday if it's not enough, because then we will raise her dosage. I did ask him what I can expect, and he said she'll eventually stop eating because her stomach won't be able to empty anymore the way it should because of the tumour being in the way, and that's when we should let her go, which is horrible to think about, but important to know... He's confident we can keep her pain-free until then, though, so that's a real relief. Her demeanor today has been bright and she's eating a lot and she's her curious little self, so as long as we can keep her free of pain, I don't think it's her time yet, though I know it will be soon.They are the hardest decisionsI hope talking with your vets helps. I think for me its their demeanour & something in their eyes, I know my vets talk about things like bright & responsive. I am pleased today you are slightly more optimistic. I like that she has the syringe meds she prefers now & sounds more herself. More pain meds sounds good too though it must be difficult knowing they are as high as they can go
This is so very kind and sweet of you to say, thank youOh reader, I'm so sorry I didn't see this sooner. I am so very sorry, Saar is such a beautiful bunny, I can't believe this is happeningShe's such a big bright personality, I hate that her end has to be this way. Whatever you chose in terms of pts, I know you'll make the right decision. You love your rabbits, and you always do what's best for them. And I know this is such a small consolation, but at least Saar got to live with you and Casper. It would've been much worse if she lived out the rest of her life without her bunny partner and her human friend. You gave her something she hadn't had before, and you made her life beautiful.
My hugs and vibes for you, Saar, and CasperMay your last days with her be sunshine
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