rachylou
Warren Veteran
I am missing Jims so much, I am 'coping' because I have no choice but it still hurts so much.
I still cant open the bag from the crematorium which has the blanket he was wrapped up in and fur clipping etc, I have 'him' in a bunny urn by my bed.
I just cant 'accept' that he is no longer here, that I will never be able to snuggle his little face or kiss his little nose, nose bump with a kiss, tickle his little bum and watch him binky away.
Its so cruel that he suffered the way he did, he was an angel why did he have to go like that?
When ever I think of how he passed I cant help but cry, I miss my boy so much. I am in tears writing this.
I still cant open the bag from the crematorium which has the blanket he was wrapped up in and fur clipping etc, I have 'him' in a bunny urn by my bed.
I just cant 'accept' that he is no longer here, that I will never be able to snuggle his little face or kiss his little nose, nose bump with a kiss, tickle his little bum and watch him binky away.
Its so cruel that he suffered the way he did, he was an angel why did he have to go like that?
When ever I think of how he passed I cant help but cry, I miss my boy so much. I am in tears writing this.