Beau Belle
Mama Doe
Hello,
Our beautiful Teddy had to be PTS today and I’m trying to make sense of it all. I’m thinking that someone may have some answers as the situation was brand new for me...
Teddy was a rescue so I don’t know his exact age - we recently celebrated his “5th” birthday but that’s is a guesstimation.
He wasn’t neutered when we took him in, but we had this done as soon as we could.
We don’t know where he came from but I *strongly* suspect he comes from the “Rabbit Man” in Walthamstow, London (an eccentric man who has a large male bunny with him when he’s out and about, and usually a trolley full of baby buns). The reason why I believe this is that he looked like the big bunny and bunny babies (red-eyed albino) and we collected him in Walthamstow.
His care had been less than exemplary, and he didn’t eat hay when he moved in with us. He also had separation anxiety, and would become unwell when my OH worked night shifts (I have mentioned this on the Forum before).
He liked food and disliked exercise and he was borderline too heavy. We recently bonded him with a lively young girl, and he’s been getting more exercise following her around <3
He was a house bun with access to bedroom, kitchen and living room, all bunny-proofed areas. Also, on good-weather days he had access to a walled outside yard (no predators).
Apart from his regular bouts of tummy ache when OH was on night shift, he was doing very well (or do I would have said until today).
He had 6 SS pellets for breakfast, 6 SS pellets for dinner, unlimited hay (several varieties but no alfalfa) and regular helpings of fresh herbs, and greens (not so keen on fruit), and “sprinkling” on his hay (dried herbs). Also, we change trays twice a day and he’d be sat waiting, ready to get stuck in. His water bowl was changed twice daily and he was a good drinker, He had a bunny biscuit in the morning and also one in the evening (this is OH’s routine to check they come running).
So, all in all I would say a happy bun. He was due his vaccinations this month - we get a letter to remind us and it has not yet arrived.
Yesterday day and evening, he seemed his usual self - playing, eating, toileting.
He didn’t take his biscuit last night, which is highly unusual. We hadn’t heard any tummy rumbles, which is usually the case when he doesn’t take his treat. We have a small amount of gripe water, expecting the rumbles to start as soon as we’d gone to sleep. We gave him tummy a gentle rub (this usually helps) and he didn’t move away, so we assumed it was helping.
There was a small amount of tooth grinding in the early hours of the morning. This is usually what happens when he had tummy discomfort so whilst it’s worrying, it follows his usual pattern for wind/tummy ache.
He didn’t take his treat in the morning - which is when I started to feel alarmed.
He didn’t touch his breakfast - which is highly unusual.
Due to current climate, I didn’t have his favourite greens at home so went to near-by shop to buy parsley, beetroot-leaves and kale.
He didn’t want any.
I was getting ready to call my boss when I heard a weird, draggy noise so went to investigate. It sounded like he wasn’t hopping but slipping around (he’s normally good on the floor).
I picked him up and saw what I believe to be blood on one back paw. This shocked me and I thought he must have hurt himself somehow.
I cleaned him up with hibiscrub and he didn’t want me touching his paw. I looked for broken skin but couldn’t see any. I put him back on his blanked and went around looking for something he might have cut himself on.
I didn’t find anything sharp, but I found what I believe was blood and urine in a corner in the bedroom - and almost fainted. I picked him up but didn’t see any blood around his bum area. I touched the area a bit, looking under the fur but didn’t see any bloody spots.
I called the Vet and was asked to come in. I picked him up again just to see, and he was very limp in my arms - I still didn’t see blood around his bum.
He was barely breathing when we got to the Vet (I think the car ride was very difficult for him) and once there he cried, so he was taken straight in.
The Vet came and got me (I couldn’t go in at first due to virus protocol) and said that the kindest thing would be PTS. When I saw Teddy, I thought he was already dead; he was laying lifeless in a towel. Then I saw a little move, and the Vet said Teddy was taking the occasional breath, but...
I asked about what was happening and the Vet said they think he’d gotten an infection that spread through his blood really quickly,
I asked if I could stay with him and the Vet said no - he wouldn’t be able to inject into a vein and would have to inject directly into the heart, and I couldn’t be part of that.
I was so shocked and in full-flow tears, I said goodbye to my beautiful boy and left the room until the Vet said I could come back in (which wasn’t any easier).
I wasn’t thinking clearly and whilst I had the mind to request a cremation and ashes back, I didn’t think to ask questions about what might have happened...
Have you heard of this before? Or experienced it?
I hope I did the right thing for my boy and I have been using the same Vet clinic for almost a decade so I want to trust them and am think that they wouldn’t suggest PTS if there was a possibility of safe recovery...but I’m so confused - my mind is whirring and I don’t know... I’m second-guessing myself and the clinic.
We had a delivery from Hay Experts and one from P@H, and I have thought that maybe I should throw it all away in case it’s infected? OH is worrying that he’s brought something home (he’s still required to work), or maybe his vaccination have “run out” before time..?
If there was blood in his pee, should I not see blood stains around his bum?
In my mind I thought they would check his temperature and give him fluids and antibiotics - I thought it was some sort of bladder/kidney issue.
The fact that he’s gone is just... I can’t understand what happened and I want to be sure I did the right thing... I was in such a state seeing him like that I didn’t think to ask for a second opinion...
So sorry for the long post and thank you for reading to the end...
xx
Our beautiful Teddy had to be PTS today and I’m trying to make sense of it all. I’m thinking that someone may have some answers as the situation was brand new for me...
Teddy was a rescue so I don’t know his exact age - we recently celebrated his “5th” birthday but that’s is a guesstimation.
He wasn’t neutered when we took him in, but we had this done as soon as we could.
We don’t know where he came from but I *strongly* suspect he comes from the “Rabbit Man” in Walthamstow, London (an eccentric man who has a large male bunny with him when he’s out and about, and usually a trolley full of baby buns). The reason why I believe this is that he looked like the big bunny and bunny babies (red-eyed albino) and we collected him in Walthamstow.
His care had been less than exemplary, and he didn’t eat hay when he moved in with us. He also had separation anxiety, and would become unwell when my OH worked night shifts (I have mentioned this on the Forum before).
He liked food and disliked exercise and he was borderline too heavy. We recently bonded him with a lively young girl, and he’s been getting more exercise following her around <3
He was a house bun with access to bedroom, kitchen and living room, all bunny-proofed areas. Also, on good-weather days he had access to a walled outside yard (no predators).
Apart from his regular bouts of tummy ache when OH was on night shift, he was doing very well (or do I would have said until today).
He had 6 SS pellets for breakfast, 6 SS pellets for dinner, unlimited hay (several varieties but no alfalfa) and regular helpings of fresh herbs, and greens (not so keen on fruit), and “sprinkling” on his hay (dried herbs). Also, we change trays twice a day and he’d be sat waiting, ready to get stuck in. His water bowl was changed twice daily and he was a good drinker, He had a bunny biscuit in the morning and also one in the evening (this is OH’s routine to check they come running).
So, all in all I would say a happy bun. He was due his vaccinations this month - we get a letter to remind us and it has not yet arrived.
Yesterday day and evening, he seemed his usual self - playing, eating, toileting.
He didn’t take his biscuit last night, which is highly unusual. We hadn’t heard any tummy rumbles, which is usually the case when he doesn’t take his treat. We have a small amount of gripe water, expecting the rumbles to start as soon as we’d gone to sleep. We gave him tummy a gentle rub (this usually helps) and he didn’t move away, so we assumed it was helping.
There was a small amount of tooth grinding in the early hours of the morning. This is usually what happens when he had tummy discomfort so whilst it’s worrying, it follows his usual pattern for wind/tummy ache.
He didn’t take his treat in the morning - which is when I started to feel alarmed.
He didn’t touch his breakfast - which is highly unusual.
Due to current climate, I didn’t have his favourite greens at home so went to near-by shop to buy parsley, beetroot-leaves and kale.
He didn’t want any.
I was getting ready to call my boss when I heard a weird, draggy noise so went to investigate. It sounded like he wasn’t hopping but slipping around (he’s normally good on the floor).
I picked him up and saw what I believe to be blood on one back paw. This shocked me and I thought he must have hurt himself somehow.
I cleaned him up with hibiscrub and he didn’t want me touching his paw. I looked for broken skin but couldn’t see any. I put him back on his blanked and went around looking for something he might have cut himself on.
I didn’t find anything sharp, but I found what I believe was blood and urine in a corner in the bedroom - and almost fainted. I picked him up but didn’t see any blood around his bum area. I touched the area a bit, looking under the fur but didn’t see any bloody spots.
I called the Vet and was asked to come in. I picked him up again just to see, and he was very limp in my arms - I still didn’t see blood around his bum.
He was barely breathing when we got to the Vet (I think the car ride was very difficult for him) and once there he cried, so he was taken straight in.
The Vet came and got me (I couldn’t go in at first due to virus protocol) and said that the kindest thing would be PTS. When I saw Teddy, I thought he was already dead; he was laying lifeless in a towel. Then I saw a little move, and the Vet said Teddy was taking the occasional breath, but...
I asked about what was happening and the Vet said they think he’d gotten an infection that spread through his blood really quickly,
I asked if I could stay with him and the Vet said no - he wouldn’t be able to inject into a vein and would have to inject directly into the heart, and I couldn’t be part of that.
I was so shocked and in full-flow tears, I said goodbye to my beautiful boy and left the room until the Vet said I could come back in (which wasn’t any easier).
I wasn’t thinking clearly and whilst I had the mind to request a cremation and ashes back, I didn’t think to ask questions about what might have happened...
Have you heard of this before? Or experienced it?
I hope I did the right thing for my boy and I have been using the same Vet clinic for almost a decade so I want to trust them and am think that they wouldn’t suggest PTS if there was a possibility of safe recovery...but I’m so confused - my mind is whirring and I don’t know... I’m second-guessing myself and the clinic.
We had a delivery from Hay Experts and one from P@H, and I have thought that maybe I should throw it all away in case it’s infected? OH is worrying that he’s brought something home (he’s still required to work), or maybe his vaccination have “run out” before time..?
If there was blood in his pee, should I not see blood stains around his bum?
In my mind I thought they would check his temperature and give him fluids and antibiotics - I thought it was some sort of bladder/kidney issue.
The fact that he’s gone is just... I can’t understand what happened and I want to be sure I did the right thing... I was in such a state seeing him like that I didn’t think to ask for a second opinion...
So sorry for the long post and thank you for reading to the end...
xx
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