rachylou
Warren Veteran
Im so worried about a couple of things
Earlier that day i was tidying Jimbys bum area as he had lots of clupms of dried poo so i was cutting them out, i accidentally caught his willy shaft and made him bleed, he jumped. Will he remember that?
I was in their house just cuddling Jims and i knew he was going i could see ut in his eyes i just didnt know it was goimg to be like 10 mins later, i was uncomfortable so i got dan to take Jims wgilst i climed out their house and sat on the sofa, now the second hdan put him on to me he started his gasping, so i am worried that he may not have realised i was holding him again as he was in his last moments, i hate to think he thought he was alone or just being 'held' by dan and not cuddled by me.
Plus when he was going i was trying to be calm for him so i just held him and stroked him saying mummys here, what if he thought i was being uncaring because i was being calm.
Also i didnt keep looking at him or kissing him at that time either i just stared forward to try and keep my composure, did i come across unloving?
Earlier that day i was tidying Jimbys bum area as he had lots of clupms of dried poo so i was cutting them out, i accidentally caught his willy shaft and made him bleed, he jumped. Will he remember that?
I was in their house just cuddling Jims and i knew he was going i could see ut in his eyes i just didnt know it was goimg to be like 10 mins later, i was uncomfortable so i got dan to take Jims wgilst i climed out their house and sat on the sofa, now the second hdan put him on to me he started his gasping, so i am worried that he may not have realised i was holding him again as he was in his last moments, i hate to think he thought he was alone or just being 'held' by dan and not cuddled by me.
Plus when he was going i was trying to be calm for him so i just held him and stroked him saying mummys here, what if he thought i was being uncaring because i was being calm.
Also i didnt keep looking at him or kissing him at that time either i just stared forward to try and keep my composure, did i come across unloving?