Thank you everyone, you are all so supportive, thank you all.
I'm still in shock about what happened, and still very sad, I miss my lovely girl so much.
I went back and read through my posts on here from 2014 when I adopted her, and when I bonded her with one of my pairs, it was nice to look back, it has helped me to focus on the happy life she had since I adopted her. Now when I relive those awful last few seconds I try to move my thoughts to recall the happier times. This has helped a lot.
Binky free at the bridge Boots, you will never be forgotten xxxx
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