I've left her with her boys so they can grieve. Sweep looks devastated and patch is hiding.
I need to bury her in a bit. I think 9 o'clock will be the time. I'm worried what if she's still alive and everything, I know she's not though. I've checked her pulse, she's stiff and I've even just checked to see if her pupils would react to light because I couldn't stand thinking I'd buried her alive. She's wrapped in her blanket.
Even though sweetpea and runty are her children too they decided early on in life they wouldn't be part of Daisy's, Sweeps and Patch's group, sweetpea won't come down today, he's hiding in my parents room. Runty keeps digging on my bed and trying to make me laugh. They know something has happen. I feel broken for sweep and patch who have never left her side since birth.

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