Honey bunny, my darling girl, I miss you so much still I am tortured by the memory of your last days in the vets, so scared and just wanting to come home with me I really really hope that the disease which took you from me was not brought on by the stress of being away from home I just keep thinking what if I hadn't had you admitted that first night, maybe it was just another gut slowdown and you might have been ok the next day you trusted me so much, I think you know I was doing my very best to help you, but my best wasn't good enough. And the last time I saw you alive, when I left you at Ashleigh, you were licking my arm like crazy, and thinking about it makes me cry so much I love you so much Honey-Pie, why did this have to happen to you? xxxxxxxx