I cannot believe I am having to write this, I'm in tears before I've even started, this just isn't right.
I've been putting this off, it seems so final, posting this thread, I have been holding on to that tiny last bit of hope, maybe he'll come back, but I know he won't, and I want to show you how much I loved him and how amazing he was, and today felt like the right day. On Tuesday it'll be 2 months since you left us. I don't know how long this will be, there is so much to say.
Where do I start? I guess from right at the beginning, the first time I saw you and your sister Cranberry on that RSPCA website.
I knew it had to be you, but I never dreamt that I would actually be so lucky to as to have those two little black fluffy bunnies I had seen a picture of online in my garden. We were advised to buy a hutch and run, which I know now are way too small, but we didn't know better, I trusted the RSPCA to get it right. You and your sister came home on the 28th January 2008, we worked out you were born on the 7th October 2007.
You two were the best thing that had ever happened to me, I had finally got my own pets to look after. I was not the best owner in the world, but I loved you. You two would zoom around your run binkying away, that always made me smile.
Sadly we lost Cranberry on the 29th September 2009, I was devastated. I spent less time that I should have with you, I'm sorry for that. You had also been a bit of a feisty boy, but now you really didn't like me much at all. That's were RU came in and pretty much saved me. I was looking for advice on bonding with you again, were I learnt all about bunnies in pairs, proper housing and bonding with you. Everyone here is so amazingly supportive and have so much great advice to give, I am so thankful I found RU.
I started to look for a friend for you, but I knew first I had to get you somewhere better to live. First I thought a large hutch a run, then I saw all the amazing sheds and wendy houses on here and new I had to get you one.
So I started saving up, and with lots of help from my parents who I am very grateful to for being so supportive and wanting the best for you too, me and my dad built you a palace.