im putting this thread on so the people who,ve bn negative on my posts no how you,ve made me feel ok maybe this now means you,ve won but the state of mind im in it doesnt matter to me anymore, all the confidence i had that i was doing a good job has bn destroyed it started off with the thread Ive bn reported to the rspca looking on my thread tonight once again it appears that several members are maybe incinuating a personal attack maybe im just over sensitive the rspca had no concerns about the size of my hutches or the state of my bunnies i was reassured i was doin nothing wrong, my bunnies have daily exercise are well fed and are kept clean what more can i do!!!! they are only with me till they find loving homes. then i asked for help regarding giants which someone gave their opinion which caused alot of upset to both parties involved.
then i felt i had to set the story straight regarding midnight which to caused upset, i feel everytime i put a thread on im now bein personally attacked maybe im reading to much into it butat the moment im not coping at all i felt by coming on rr i wouldnt feel so alone in the rescue world.
im devastated that the rspca called on me and since then ive been on a down hill slope, i now feel i can no longer continue rescuing i no longer feel im doin a good job making a difference so as of monday im going to appeal to find these guys in my care rescue places or homes im so depressed im tearful all the time and to be honest i feel like walking out on everything including my family but it is neither my little boys fault or the bunnies fault that im feeling like this
its awful that a forum can contribute to making someone feel so emotionally unwell i guess its my own fault i should of never of oppened up
one last thing
everyone who has given me support via pm i really appreciate it thank you
then i felt i had to set the story straight regarding midnight which to caused upset, i feel everytime i put a thread on im now bein personally attacked maybe im reading to much into it butat the moment im not coping at all i felt by coming on rr i wouldnt feel so alone in the rescue world.
im devastated that the rspca called on me and since then ive been on a down hill slope, i now feel i can no longer continue rescuing i no longer feel im doin a good job making a difference so as of monday im going to appeal to find these guys in my care rescue places or homes im so depressed im tearful all the time and to be honest i feel like walking out on everything including my family but it is neither my little boys fault or the bunnies fault that im feeling like this
its awful that a forum can contribute to making someone feel so emotionally unwell i guess its my own fault i should of never of oppened up
one last thing
everyone who has given me support via pm i really appreciate it thank you