It's a very sad day for me today... on May 8th last year I lost my very special James bun to flystrike. I can't believe a whole year has passed... I still remember it like yesterday. I can honestly say it was the worst day of my life. Not a single week has gone by without crying at least once, people say it gets easier but for me it certainly hasn't, and I can't see it ever getting better
The last few years of his life he was a single bun and because of this I had a special bond with him because all my attention was towards him. Through my tough early teen years he listened to all my problems and he was my little baby. I loved him so very much I still blame myself for what happened, it could have been prevented and I should have checked him more. I had planned to go to the vets that following week to get some rearguard for him... if only I'd had the vets a week earlier I HATE myself for letting him go to the bridge the way that he did, I always thought he'd have a long happy life and die peacefully with me by his side
I have work later today and I don't know how I'm going to cope... there's always someone making horrible jokes about my rabbits
I didn't mean for this to be such a long post, but I know people here would understand, I just needed to say something. I just wanted to say that I still love and miss James very much and I'l NEVER forget my special little boy... he took a part of me with him when he went to the bridge
Love you James xxxx
The last few years of his life he was a single bun and because of this I had a special bond with him because all my attention was towards him. Through my tough early teen years he listened to all my problems and he was my little baby. I loved him so very much I still blame myself for what happened, it could have been prevented and I should have checked him more. I had planned to go to the vets that following week to get some rearguard for him... if only I'd had the vets a week earlier I HATE myself for letting him go to the bridge the way that he did, I always thought he'd have a long happy life and die peacefully with me by his side
I have work later today and I don't know how I'm going to cope... there's always someone making horrible jokes about my rabbits
I didn't mean for this to be such a long post, but I know people here would understand, I just needed to say something. I just wanted to say that I still love and miss James very much and I'l NEVER forget my special little boy... he took a part of me with him when he went to the bridge
Love you James xxxx