SOAD
Wise Old Thumper
Dear Nan
It's year today you left my life and not a day goes by without me thinking about you. If only we could go to your Nan's for a sandwich, Bryn said to me the other day.
I'd spent the day with you in the hospital that day but you were fine, it was a false alarm and were coming home the following day. I went home and two hours later you were dead it was so sudden you died alone.
I was just watching top gear when I found out, I had to ring my mom in Vietnam and tell her, her mother was dead. I felt so guilty because I had choosen not to tell her you had been taken into hospital on the Friday night and I still do, but nobody would of none you were going to die. You were happy and joking and we shared biscuits together before I left the ward. I miss coming for my tea every Thursday night, you were always the first person I turned to if I had trouble. When I had no where to live you took me in straight away, while I bought my house you were so excited for me. I was going to take you to Wales this year, me and Bryn to the places you went to with my Granddad from when he was alive, but we never got the chance.
I still go to your house, well I sold it to Shaun and Beks and they've done some lovely things to it, but it's not the same now you're not there. I've not managed to come and see you at the crem yet, I was going to go yesterday, I was all prepared, but in the end I couldn't do it.
I love you always and always.
Teressa
Your only grandchild
It's year today you left my life and not a day goes by without me thinking about you. If only we could go to your Nan's for a sandwich, Bryn said to me the other day.
I'd spent the day with you in the hospital that day but you were fine, it was a false alarm and were coming home the following day. I went home and two hours later you were dead it was so sudden you died alone.
I was just watching top gear when I found out, I had to ring my mom in Vietnam and tell her, her mother was dead. I felt so guilty because I had choosen not to tell her you had been taken into hospital on the Friday night and I still do, but nobody would of none you were going to die. You were happy and joking and we shared biscuits together before I left the ward. I miss coming for my tea every Thursday night, you were always the first person I turned to if I had trouble. When I had no where to live you took me in straight away, while I bought my house you were so excited for me. I was going to take you to Wales this year, me and Bryn to the places you went to with my Granddad from when he was alive, but we never got the chance.
I still go to your house, well I sold it to Shaun and Beks and they've done some lovely things to it, but it's not the same now you're not there. I've not managed to come and see you at the crem yet, I was going to go yesterday, I was all prepared, but in the end I couldn't do it.
I love you always and always.
Teressa
Your only grandchild